WTH man..stupid day la..Puan Cecelia called me, Michelle, Jean, Chun Vee and Aaron to the bilik disciplin..i'm so freaking scared..i know that this awful day will come after all..T_T Well, she asked that: I heard rumours bout you and a boy in a relationship, can i have the boy's name? WTH!!!! so freaking nervous..nearly cry in class..so scared that they will call my mom..=(

haiz..busying for the karaoke tomorrow..why can't you come and find me?? is it money is that important? just hate people that loves money more than anything..it's just a karaoke..not even your life! if you love karaoke that much then might as well you sing all the way to the end WITHOUT ME! think bout it!

Haiz..guys did you all really think that i'm treating Weng Woh badly?? =/ haiz..i think i did..=P now i'm trying to control my mood and treat him more good..=)haha..!

Happy birthday my dear lao gong! Hope you have fun yesterday night..=D please don't be sick because of been throw into the pool for 2 times..XD Friday another cake coming up..or maybe not.. ?.? confusing..i'm abit scared of cakes now..haha..XD so maybe no cakes la... So what should i buy for his birthday present? Hmm..secret..=) can't tell'ya dear..=D suprise for you..

Have alot of fun yesterday in his house..=) hope next time will be more fun..=D

Today, i cry again..because of the piano thing..T_T i think i'm not going to exam..need more thoughts..=/

为什么每次都让我这么难堪？？

我爱你，我爱你，我爱你，我爱你，我爱你，我爱你，爱死你！！<3

I've got to change my attitude..my attitude is going damn bad this few days..angry for little things..what's wrong with me?? i'm very suffering right now!! I can't control my emotions!! i don't wanna be angry with my dear!! I REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT!!

I'M VERY VERY SORRY DEAR!

Muahaha!! Exited?? XD

wakaka!!! Friday is gonna be a happy day!! :D

what should i do without you?

爱一个人真的好难。。你必须为他而改变。。

不能放手！永远都不能！=）

我的温暖是你给我的。。所以你很重要。=）

I just can't understand something.. what does L.O.V.E means? It's too complicated..can some one explain it to me???

Jie! On or not?? I on jor! =D

just cried..because of the stupid piano stuff! Maybe not going to exam..hope so..=/

Hah! This is toooooo great!!! Dear dear u must read this ya..=)

✿✿✿爱老婆守则✿✿✿
第一条：不准骂老婆，打老婆，更不能大声跟老婆说话
， 对老婆发脾气！
　　
　　第二条：不能骗老婆，冤枉老婆，不相信老婆！
　　
　　第三条：要永远爱老婆，疼老婆，关心老婆！
　　
　　第四条：在心中，老婆永远是最漂亮的！
　　
　　第五条：不能在老婆面前夸其他女孩！
　　
　　第六条：不能偷看其他女生，更不能正大光明看其他女生！
　　
　　第七条：不能接受其他女生送的礼物！
　　
　　第八条：老婆开心是要陪着开心，老婆不开心时要哄老婆开心！
　　
　　第九条：不能和其他女生打打闹闹，眉来眼去，更不能进红灯区！
　　
　　第十条：老婆被欺负时，要在第一时间出来帮忙！
　　
　　第十一条：在老婆面前要有勇敢的牺牲自我的精神！
　　
　　第十二条：不要太想老婆，尽量多出现在老婆的面前！
　　
　　第十三条：每天至少要给老婆打一次电话，表示已请安！
　　
　　第十四条：不能对老婆有非分之想！
　　
　　第十五条：老婆生病时，要发自内心地自觉地对老婆嘘寒问暖！
　　
　　第十六条：不能和老婆抢东西，尤其是吃的东西！
　　
　　第十七条：老婆永远是对的，即使是不对，也是对的！
　　
　　第十八条：一切按照老婆的命令办事！
　　
　　第十九条：老婆是女孩子，比自己小，凡是要让着老婆！
　　
　　第二十条：对老婆说的每一句话都要发自内心，不能有半句假话！
　　
　　第二十一条：老婆和自己讲话时要认真听，不能东张西望！
　　
　　第二十二条：对老婆要永远一心一意，天长地久，永不变 心！
　　
　　第二十三条：对以上条件无任何怨言，心甘情愿接受！

WOW! If my dear dear could do this then waliao...happy forever!! XDD

Haiz..Jie why you let him do whatever he want? Now you're making both of you sad..Jerald is too much..he can't do this to you! He didn't take responsible of you..thats very very bad..i'll try to tell him if you would want to..tell me when you are ready for that..i'll be there to help you! :)

My mood wasn't very good these days..easy get angry..today, got angry with Aaron.. I can't believe that he pointed middle at me! I was VERY VERY upset! How could you do that to me?? Why the hell did you do that?!! I'm very very pissed!! that hurts a lot when you point at me.. Well when you saw me after school today i'm just trying to hide my anger in me..i can't get angry in front of you just to let you be happy..i don't wanna ruin your mood because of that..but i hope you won't repeat it again..

Actually i wanted to be honest with you but i'm afraid that you'll be sad..so i choose not to tell you..don't ask me what i want to say..i don't want you to be sad..i'll try to change for you..i love you Aaron..

I broke my glasses!! T_T

ISH!!!!!!!!

WTF!! More and more people know my blog..i'm so pissed! Who the hell gave my blog address out?? I'm gonna whack his ass!! :@ Now after someone saw what i posted they keep talking nonsense! Fish you man! I DID NOT do anything i'm not supposed to! And i'm not so cheap like YOU!! So stop saying that I've done something like that!! Watch your mouth la bitch!!! Stop saying nonsense bout people!! STOP TALKING CRAP!! I'm gonna slap you if you say again!! Don't try my patience!! You don't like people saying nonsense things bout you too! So stop it if you don't want people treat you like that!

DRUNK!

Why did we make each other sad every f**king day? I have enough of it already..i hope i won't be sad again after this Friday..i had totally enough already..hope things will change after this Friday..

Mom's birthday is coming..I haven't buy a gift for her..actually I already know what's the best gift for her..but I think I can't make it happen..hopeless.. Piano exam on August 2nd..its Monday..can't go to school to see dear..sad..well, hope I can pass that exam.. WISH ME LUCK THAT DAY!>_<

Finally..i can see happy endings..=D i'm very happy for jie..finally Jerald can treat her well..i'm so happy for you jie! =D Hope you and your lao gong be together forever!

lazy to blog...zzz...XD

Bad things always happen..

Haiz..I felt so wrong after reading jie's post..i know sorry couldn't help anything but besides that i have nothing else to say...i wanted to edit but she don't let..i really don't have the meaning to LC u..serious..haiz..felt so wrong right now..=/ JIE CAN I EDIT MY BLOG??

In school today, I was told that my name have been written in buku pencegah ponteng because me, Chi Wei and jie ponteng class..but we didn't..because of today's perhimpunan is quite long so the time is all messed up..we didn't know that the class is not finish yet so we gone back to class early and plus Vanessa told us that we can go back early so we did..after that period, we're told that we ponteng class..haiz..but luckily teacher didn't tell Puan Maryann or Cecelia... BAD LUCK TODAY!!!! :@

Piano class today..scolded by teacher..=( piano exam is on 2nd of August, Monday..can't go to school to see dear..so sad..gonna miss him very much..T_T

2/6/2010 in and out school..

During in class today, I scolded Susu, Zhan Ber, Youliang and Weng Woh because of their stupid mouth talking crap! Things started when they read Chi Wei's diary..people have their own privacy..those guys just take people's book without permission and start reading..I just hate this kind of people! Grrr!! I try to take away the book but accidentally tear it..so Susu, Youliang and put the blame on me..Ish!! I hate you guys! The reason I scolded Zhan Ber and Weng Woh is because they keep talking those pervert stuffs..disgusting! I could even vomit in front of them! After that Susu and Zhan Ber keep saying "I hate you! Go away!" to each other and me..i think..so I got angry and scolded them that if you guys hate each other or me then just GO AWAY!! I'm so hot tempered that time..=/

After school, Aaron planed to go CC because potato called him..so we did..after lunch and society meeting, me and Hui Qing changed our clothes and gone CC..i can't believe i break my promise!>_
After we leave CC, we gone mamak store to have high tea..but before that me and Hui Qing gone to Atria first for toilet..=X haha..I suddenly thought that there are 2 important person's birthday is in July..i wonder what i should buy for them..^_^ then after high tea, we gone back to school bout 5 something..Aaron left school when we reach school..sad..Hui Qing gone home too..T_T just left me at school..

When Aaron reach home, he text ed me, I asked him why did you know that your blog is still active, he said he still got see his blog and is figuring out the password..and suddenly my mood when down..i continue texting with Aaron when I reach home..he cried..my heart was in pain..T_T i felt like crying too..but i just can't because of my 性格 too 坚强 gua..haiz..i should be more soft hearted.. Actually we both quarrel because of the blog thing..i always wanted to see his blog but i don't dare..but after this time we quarrel, i never have the feeling that wanted to see his blog again.. Well I was wrong that I always wanted to see his blog..i shouldn't care about his past but must face our future.. I'm so sorry for making you sad dear..and thanks for being honest to me..you said that i'm the best among your ex-girlfriends..i believe you..and i promise I won't make you sad like they done to you..you have my words..=)